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I woke today feeling empty; maybe it's because you're across the ocean, maybe it's from eating too late at night. Either way I rolled onto my belly felt a pang in my shoulders hugged a pillow and wished to feel your skin your body mass on me. Everything was so still in that moment where I saw golden spider webs spinning and spending their energy, just silence and black black black black black black My own breath didn't even exist. Now it is all your sheets with someone else's skin, too much shit in the carpet a spirit playing me lullabies. Dirty dishes in the sink pine needles in our toes shoes that hurt more than just burning my soles on concrete. I am still sitting in the children's section of the library I guess some things never change. Accused of fevering, dropping, dehydrating. I guess some things never change. And where have you gone? Days ago you were attacking me for a lack of interest now you've disappeared. Sti...